Where are you now?

when I'm lost and it seems the end, like there's only certain death, you tell me to live.
when dark clouds cover the sky like there's no hope, you are the light.
you tell me to live.
when I'm all by myself, and I'm scared about my health, you tell me to live.
and when you heal my broken wings, yes you heal my everything.
you tell me to live.
you tell me to live.
so where are you now?

And Here I Thought There Were Forevers and Always

i miss you.
i miss your touch.
I miss your voice.
I miss your hugs. your kisses. our cuddles.
i miss everything we used to do.
watch TV together.
laugh together.
smile together.
i miss holding your hand.
i miss being yours.
but most of all.
i miss hearing you say
"you and me equals forever and always."